Last time I got personal, it was about my happiness and what not.
How am I doing you must be wondering?
I am done school, for the summer at least so I have a lot more free time on my hands.
I am trying to work as much as I can so I can actually enjoy this summer which is something that I don’t usually do, I don’t usually enjoy myself.
I am going to the gym, my doctor told me I gained 13 pounds and even though I ain’t mad at it *looks at bum* the gym is a good thing.
My peace as of lately has been a little rocky. I am the type of human who wants to help everyone out, I want to be there for everyone but when I need help, I am too proud to ask. The odd time I do ask someone for something, it’s a problem. Okay cool.
I want to be there for everyone, but I keep a lot of my own personal struggles and demons to myself, the odd time I can’t take it anymore and I want to share, no one cares to listen.
You see where this is going, I feel alone in a sense, even though I love being alone, spending time with myself, I need human interaction but everyone seems to be too busy to give me the little that I need.
I try to help myself as much as I can, but there are certain things I will never be able to give myself no matter how hard I try.
I have already detached myself from majority of the world, how much more is there for me to really do?